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2012-01-16T15:06:00.001+08:00

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Life

2011-11-09T13:17:00.002+08:00

I'm back again. O levels is coming to an end. Left with science paper on the 14th and im looking foward on the 18th since it's the graduation day and prom night. Well... I'm not going to the prom night, mainly because I'm just not looking for it. Heh.

I've been staying at home and spending quality time with the boy a lot these days. I need to find work soon, earn money and shop for new clothes that i've been eyeing for. I just need cash. Well, who doesn't?

Apparently, this babygirl of mine has grown bigger and heavier. She has been happier too since i've spent most of my time playing with her. Oh well, she never gets bored playing with the q-tips, all-time favorite toy. There's no point on buying toys for her since she always go back to the q-tips or paper balls. That's just her.

Fatin's coming soon to bring her guinea pigs. Let's see how Alice will reacts when she sees it. Most likely, Alice will poke the poor guinea pigs. Just kidding.

Lately, i've stayed home to clean up the messy room. I have thrown all the math worksheets, some of the books and also cleaning up the wardrobe. My sister keeps on messing up my clothes. Can't help it since the nicest are always in mine. >.< I can now pile up more clothes in.

The love of my life (sounds cheesy) and me has been great. We are going to be 3 years in next february. Ihavenoideahowmanymonthswearenowcauseidontbothertocount. Thats just me hey.

Sorry for the lack of photos. The best camera is in his hands not mine. ok bye.

See ya,

2011-10-02T14:04:00.001+08:00

Hi! Its been months since i updated this blog. I miss blogging, I really do. However, I can't blog until my Os are done. Two more weeks till my art paper start and less than a month for English. I hope i'll pass with good grades. So far, life has been great except for school as the sec 4s end at 830pm. Irritating? IKR. >.<

Before Os start, I shall enjoy a bit. ok no. time for serious matters.

Once i'm done with Os, more blogging and more pictures coming up.

For now, thank you for wasting your minutes reading this short post which is the last post till im done with o's.

I know i wasted my minutes too by typing this post when i know none will read. ok toodles.

Random facts

2011-04-24T22:15:00.000+08:00

I'm slightly bored right now so to kill time, i shall list down some random facts about me. I don't mind if readers would be reading this that if i have any. I shall just list down those which are in my teeny-weeny brain now. happy reading! hope you will know me better! lol.

I love make-up and hopefully i could expand my make-up collection in years to come when i started working or maybe after graduating(?) (ehem. use my own money okay!!!!)
I love chocolate, vanilla, strawberry ice-cream but HATES neapolitan ice-cream.
I love kittens, cats especially my Alice.
Baby Shora is really pretty and cute and wishes to have a baby like her in years to come. (still a long way to think about it though)
I enjoys doing math.
I like floral clothing.
I like accessories.
I have a small wrist, thats why i rarely wears bangles that are quite loose for me.
I enjoys spending time with Elfi's family.
I love(!!) eating desserts.
I don't like eating berries.
I love reading.
I love watching videos on youtube esp. - baking, make-up tutorials, hairstyling, collections of make-up, clothing etc
I hope I could design my own shoes and buy them from shoesofprey (years to come)
I love my friends.
I bitch around but trying to stop. (cause people around you will bitch about you if you do)
I hope to be a successful make-up artist or own a salon (I DREAM BIG)
I love juicy couture bracelets.
Im not a humanities person.
When I love that person, I truly am loving him.

life.

2011-03-14T17:30:00.000+08:00

Okay so, i had been enjoying every day of my life. Life has been great too. So yeah, nothing much actually. Oh yah, I'm so fucked up with my art coursework. I had been drawing out things which has got no link with my theme and I have to make a nonsensical story for it. Hais. Okay whatever.

This was last few weeks. Went out to somewhere near esplanade and slack there. Sat there for hours with no intention. So yeah, Happy 2 years 1 month in advanced! Whoops, tomorrow's 15.

School has been great with these people. Im happy with the new seating arrangement but feel sad that Qur is sitting at the back row. Last year with them. Hais. Enjoying every bits with them too.

And lastly, My Alice. She has grown bigger in size. Quite heavy to actually hold her in my arms. 5 and a plus more months until her 1 year birthday. She loves to play catching with me and also loves to play her favorite toy, a q-tip. yes, q-tip.

Yesterday was the sad day of the year. I had a bad diarrhea. I shat in my pants early in the morning because mom was in the toilet. Its all because of the last three days which I drank minute maid and ate m&m chocolates which are a bad combination. I shat for four times yesterday. Hais. Besides that, when I was looking at Alice and wanting to get out of my room, my forehead knocked on the door. My forehead is a bit curved in. Budak degil. Hais. Lack of sleep that you went so blur. Ok thats it. Im going to enjoy my March holidays exception of my Art lessons!

2011-02-15T19:56:00.000+08:00

Happy 2 Years Anniversary Elfi. <3

happy bunny!

2011-02-04T12:40:00.002+08:00

Happy Bunny Year!

2011-01-30T22:57:00.000+08:00

School's tomorrow, missing my favourite four already!

& i miss elfi. Im feeling sleepy right now but i have to text him to ask fetch me tomorrow morning from home since he has my umbrella and who knows it might be raining tomorrow morning. Sighs. Nice weather... but i.cant.go.to.bed.right.now.

its been a while...

2011-01-30T15:57:00.000+08:00

I know its been a while since I had updated this blog of mine. Kind of feeling really bored right now. Unfortunately, I can't get myself to sleep even though the weather is really nice. School has been great. I have been concentrating in all lessons except for Physics cause i swear the teacher really bores me. Sighs. I have been using the school notebook too, to keep myself updated for tests etc by using post-its. Really fun and also makes me attracted on using it too. Oh well, thats for school.

February is coming soon... Unprepared but excited for it.. i'm seriously in need of money right now. Reminds me of a joke about Mdm Kasturi hair strands are $50 notes. Inside joke. Money has been always a problem to all the humans out here. Sheesh. Just drop from the sky, will you?

So.. As i was saying, February... Valentines Day, 2 years, Common tests(!!!),Chinese New Year.. I.need.to.shop.badly.but.is.in.short.of.money. drools for totebag.thatnudelipstick.thatmillionlashesmascara.thatliquideyeliner. Slap in the face, I don't need that... That goes under my wants-list. someone.please.bring.me.out.for.shopping.please T.T I sound desperate right now. forget about it, stick to plans, strive for common tests. No Failures.

Fail, learn, try.

Oh... yeah.. Alice is growing.... *kening naik-naik.

2010..

2010-12-31T12:54:00.001+08:00

first art lesson.....

Old Folks Home

Class photo...

watched fireworks w elfi..

spent most of my time with them in sch.

outing every months...

USS for belated birthday.

had my hair curled...

the best english teacher, ms crystal..

never ending art useless projects... *sighs

art museum.....

raya with them....

had side bangs...

newest nephew..

accomplished making fried mars bars...

incidents do happened....

had a pet kitty....

my cutie kitty...

the owner, my brother.

pfft.

2010-12-31T00:11:00.002+08:00

heartache on new years eve? thats how life is. i can live on my own though. k bye -.-

My kitty, Alice.

2010-12-26T20:43:00.000+08:00

Okay so, I had just eaten my panadol since I am down with fever. Currently it's 38.4 degrees Celsius, not a big deal for me though. My legs are feeling so tired right now that I am so tired to walk about in the house. Well, main purpose to blog is actually about my kitty. Continue on reading if you want, if not, please kindly leave.

Recently or perhaps last month when my parents were still at Mecca for pilgrimage, my elder brother bought a kitty. Since the kitty was not still in the house yet, my sister and I had decided to name her. It was super long, Siti Nur Snowy Ball Ball Vanilla. But once the kitty reached the house which was on 30 November, none of us called her the super long name. My elder called her 'Jangan', 'Chenger' (some boyan words), Carpet and some others but I called her 'Kitty'. Short and sweet.

This was on her first day. She's super cute, I tell you.

On the second day, I woke up early since I was extremely excited for a new pet in the house. She was no where could be found and I realised.......

She was sleeping under the table!

Stretch kitty, stretch..

Since I was really excited, I was really excited for feeding her too and was really scared that she would be really hungry as she was not comfortable at her new place.

Food time...

She's just three months old and as I know that she was born on the 24th of August. She's clumsy, pampered whenever she's just woke up, a hunter, scaredy-cat, always shocked when hearing loud noises.

This is her whenever she acts cute.. But seriously cute!

Thank God that she's toilet train and also mom and dad was not mad for having her as a pet instead mom loves to throw her toys to her while dad..... loves to feed her with human food. She was not supposed to eat those since she will shit.....the liquid kind and its super difficult to clean her up especially when her anus so damn dirty. She will mew so cute... Okay, thats it. Pictures next.... and more pictures will be posted. And her new name that my elder brother named her is.... Alice. Alice as she's always in her wonderland.

Using laptop's..

Alice, say 'bye-bye'... 'Meow meow'

cause life has been an amazing.

2010-12-24T21:39:00.002+08:00

I've been wanting to blog for the past few days but have no clue what to blog about. Basically, life has been the same every single day. Most of the time I am occupied with text messages and playing with kitty who is so cute now. She's just like a baby, please don't grow that fast will you? Apparently, I ignored all my school works. I'm totally not ready for next year, taking my major o's which I swear I still can play around now. But whatever it is I know I have to buck up next year since I'm far way back...yes wayyyyy back.

Studies aside, relationships next? Well, both November and December has been a challenging month for us. Me with my uncontrollable mood-swings led up to tiffs every single day. Whereas these few days, its a total turn around, not that much of quarrel which we are happy about, spending our time with window-shopping, movies and also disturbing each other. I've made a promise to him though that I will control my mood-swings for these seven days since it has been hard for me for the past 1 year 10 months. We will always end up quarreling when I am having my period. Such a bitch, i know.

For today, head out to lot one with love to grab my things and then went to Causeway point where I broke my slippers in the train. Such.an.embarrassing.moment but i could not care less, since he does not mind about it anyway. Well, I shall grab a new flip-flops soon. Took train and went home since he do not want to go Jurong Point, that's where I was extremely sad about. I had no idea why I wanted to go there in the first place. Maybe I was really bored or just wanted to waste my time walking around... i made him upset too.. *sighs

So... for next year? You must wondering what school bag, school shoes I am using for next year. Yes? No? Whatever. Well, I'll be using the same bag and the same school shoes. Jansport for bag and also Jack Purcell's school shoe. These two are still in good condition. I shall not be a money spender this time round. Maybe if there's any kind soul who wants to buy me a new school shoe or bag, then I would be happy. Only a year more in Secondary school so I shall not be a super.bitchy.rich.girl duh. Best of luck for me next year where I am not ready for major papers and I think I don't mind going to ITE if my o's result are bad. Well, I don't see a reason why ITE isn't that good for them. You know, them. But, I'm hoping hard that I will be able at least get to Poly. No JC for me please. Study hard Nadiah. Lazy bum.

Oh yah, about my previous post.... about my lips... Well this actually what happens, I woke up at 8 in the morning and straight went to the toilet to shower of course. While I was showering, just after brushing my teeth, my tummy was painful. Too painful that I sat on the toilet seat. Then, my sight became blur its like you see shining yellow dots when trying to look around.. I don't really know how to explain. Its like when you close your eyes, you will see the yellow i don't what thing. That's what I see when sitting on the toilet seat. It was getting worse and I don't think I could continue showering with my vision like that. So.. I grabbed my towel without even closing the tap, head out and saw mom who was at the kitchen sink. I hugged her and cried. I don't know what happens next when I eventually woke up at the kitchen floor and tasted blood coming from my mouth. That's when I guessed I actually collapsed. Thank God, mom and dad was already back home. So yes, now I am perfectly fine. My lips are getting better. I can now eat all the food I want even ice cubes. *yum

Last few days, I bake 5-minutes chocolate cake and it tastes delicious. Chocolate lovers, you've got to try it!

Let's hope 2011 will be a good year for us. What's 2010, stays there. Don't bring it to 2011. 2010 has been a good year for me especially with all my love ones with me. Goodnight! :)

Do you know what i want right now?

2010-12-19T20:44:00.000+08:00

Chocolate cake with Vanilla Ice Cream

& Ion's Swensens Dessert Buffet.

swollen lips.

2010-12-13T15:19:00.000+08:00

What do you think about my new lips?

Don't you think it looks like Angelina Jolie's?

Well, my brother said it looks like hers.

Do you want to see the inside?

Here goes....

There's a cut there and its swollen.

Well... this happens yesterday morning when i was showering. Maybe next time I'll tell how it happened. since i am quite lazy right now. For the very first time I collapsed. Maybe its because too much of fast-foods. Well blame the sister!!!! I don't know whats the problem is, don't blame McDonalds.

2010-12-12T19:23:00.001+08:00

Hi,

I've lost all of your links.

Kindly leave your link on my tagboard.

Thanks.

this is what happens if you are bored.

2010-11-19T21:20:00.001+08:00

I am a sad girl now, i'm home alone since the afternoon. Must it be like this every weekdays?

On a brighter side, I accomplished to make FRIED MARS BARS!!! It looks delicious and also fattening (BUT IDontGiveAFuckAboutIt!!!!)

AND IT TASTES GOOD!!! :)

night blogging

2010-11-15T22:36:00.000+08:00

Its the fifth day since both my parents had left for pilgrimage. The house is quiet every single day since both of them had left. Not much of talking. Its either me or other of my siblings alone at home in the afternoon. Mostly me at home alone. I don't mind being at home alone every single day but there's a lot of things that will came in mind which will reminds me of mom.

Whenever I clean the kitchen, I remembered the things mom do. Whenever I washed the rice before cooking, I remembered what mom clearly said to me when she's washing it. She reminds me to read some holy prayers when washing it in order that the rice will be nice when it's cooked. Whenever I put the clothes inside the washing machine, I still remembered the time when mom told me not to put too much soap and don't let aunty to wash it. The smallest things she did when we are at home, reminds me a lot now when she has already left. Milo cup in the morning before heading to school, kisses my cheeks before I left the house.

While dad.. Abg reminds me of dad. Abang sleeps in the living room and he reminds me of dad sleeping in the living room when there's soccer match. He reminds of dad watching the television late night and will only head to bed before 12. He reminds me of dad waiting for my elder brother to reach home after work and then he will sleep in the master room. Dad will only sit on his favorite couch when watching television. The times when he wanted to use the computer to check the results of horse racing. When I looked in the rice cooker, there's so much rice left. How much I've had wasted each day. If dad is around, rice is easily finished by him.

There's so much I miss about them. Each night, before going to sleep, I pray for their safety and to come back home faster and ask Him to guide them. Whenever I go to the master room, tears started to roll down. There's nothing I can do except for to say that I am strong and recite holy prayers when I feel like crying.

Mom, Dad, your children misses you.

Letter to Nadiah

2010-11-07T21:14:00.000+08:00

Dear Nadiah,

You have three re-tests to go. Please refrain from using the computer and start revising now. Please stay back after school to study and be focus since there's a lot of things going in the house. Only 1 week to prove your teachers you can do it. 1 Week Nadiah, thats all. Go have your shower and revise on maths okay? If you're hungry, go eat. You didn't have your proper meal these days.

Much loves, your twin Nadiah.

why baby why.

2010-11-01T20:16:00.001+08:00

I don't see a reason why guys love to hurt girls. Physically and mentally. Before saying any further, this post has got nothing to do with my guy. I'm just fished up when I got to know about my girlfriend's guy who treat her badly. I seriously hate when boys tend to enjoy their life to the extreme outside and start to forget about the girls they love. If you can't even control your own life and don't know your limits, then never ever try to control your girl. By hurting them physically, it also states that you are a no better guy for her and also giving us a hint on how you are going to treat us when you grow up. Sides that, if you think one is not enough, don't ever think one will ever wants you. We will only treat that you are just a guy who thinks that girls are just like t-shirts. And please girls, don't be too gentle to them cause sometimes, you have to be tough and defend for yourselves. Its between you and him.

Bottom line, never hurt your girls that bad. You are only trying to show you are a some kind of hooligan. Nuff said. *peace

Its Sundayyy.

2010-10-31T16:02:00.000+08:00

So. That's my second brother for those who still don't know i have two brothers. Why is my face looks horrible in the photo? Never mind. It looks like i only have two teethes. Thanks abg for the macbook air for your little sisters. My eldest brother is now jealous. >.-

I am now waiting for Elfi's text so that i can get ready since we are going to Causeway point later on. Oh well, hope there's nothing to argue about when we are meeting up.

Damn, i have social studies mind-map to do. Forget about it.

Have a great Sunday! xoxo

I just love how my hair looks when its in a mess.

She's back.

2010-10-29T14:18:00.000+08:00

So hello! I am back. Finally, school's over except for the 3E&N(A) since we have to go school for the next two weeks. Boo for that! Also, I need to take two retests on both 10 & 12 Nov (is it?) in the afternoon which means, school ends late for me. Besides that, parents are leaving for pilgrimage on the 9th Nov. Good thing for them but sad thing for me is that I have to do house chores since I can't depend on my brothers.

Other good news, I am promoted to Sec 4E with bad results. Well, not really. However, my report card is with my form teacher and that means, my mum/dad has to go down to school to take it back. Troublesome and also my mum would not even care whatever shits the teacher will say. Okay whatever. I dont care about my report book though. hehehes.

Since I've missed alot of things to blog. Recently, Elfi and I went to Henderson waves and we regret it! Continue reading if you want to or please kindly leave if you are lazy to read.

On the 16th October (which is 2 days after Elfi's 15th and a day after 1yr8months), we headed to Henderson Waves. God knows how tired we were. The weather was extremely hot and the moment we reached there, we were already pespire. Walked from Henderson waves with the schorching sun above us (really stupid for not taking out my umbrella!!) which leads us to some place (forgotten the place's name). Too tired to even take a photo of ourselves.

Elfi with his tired face.

Walked under the henderson waves which lead us to........ i dont know the name too. Eventually, we took the forest walk which leads to hortpark(?) i dont know lah the name. On our way there which was already 3/4 of the journey and reaching to the place.... Know what? There's 3 not 2 or 1 but 3 monkeys sitting which blocks us from walking. Lucky to us that we saw from afar and not near them. Know what we do next? No, we didn't continue the journey since we were scared that we may get disturb by those monkeys. We went back. Wayyy back. This time round with umbrella. Got really bored since its a bad idea for going on a sunny day.

Waited for the bus.

My make up even ran out. This is why i hate wearing make ups on a hot sunny day. :( Took train to Marina Square for our late lunch cum dinner at.. Swensens.

Swensen's Combo for Elfi

Fish & Chips for myself.

Our main purpose was actually just have desserts but since our stomach growls badly, we had the main course. Jaw drops for Elfi when he wanted to pay for the bills. Didn't expect that the service charges was really high. Walked around and home after that.

The next two days after school, went to Swensens again. This time round for desserts. A slice of chocolate cake for himself (since I didn't buy a cake for his birthday) and chocolate fondue for us. I think the chocolate fondue was not really.......... nice though.

Okay thats it.

2010-10-25T00:03:00.002+08:00

BRB.

My life as an express student.

2010-09-30T21:00:00.001+08:00

I know I should be studying my Malay letter writing format and also memorising the proverbs. Must seriously stop procrastinating, whining and give 1001 excuses. I shall start when I am done with this. Since Malay paper is tomorrow and the next paper for geog and maths will continue on Monday, I don't think I am going to blog. And also, sadly.... I won't be able to spend outside with this boy. For now, I am going to concentrate on my studies and get good grades. Insyallah. This boy and me should go on a study date. But he's damn lazy, I tell you.

Monday, 4th Oct - E Maths 8am to 9.30am & Geography 11.30am to 1.00pm Find out English oral schedule at foyer.
Tuesday, 5th Oct - Social Studies 8am to 9.30am & Science Physics 10.30am to 12.00pm Chemistry lesson at 12.30pm after that.
Wednesday, 6th Oct - Science Chemistry 8am to 9.30am & E Maths 11am to 12.30pm
Thursday, 7th Oct - No papers but need go for art at 9am to 11am. FML.
Friday, 8th Oct - Rest at home, sleep like don't want to wake up.

Monday, 11th Oct - Art 8am to 11am (FML.)
Tuesday, 12th Oct - Marking day.

I have to post this since I rarely looks at the exam time table.

Cute small boys. How did he memorise the lyrics?

Oh yah, my teeth was like him when I was small. Bogay.

my experiences

2010-09-26T22:40:00.000+08:00

Even though Raya outing with bf and his classmates was not a happy ending, Elfi and I enjoyed ourselves throughout the journey. Eventually, this is my first outing with them. First outing leads to 'I don't know what to talk', 'I feel so shy', 'what am I supposed to do', I tailed Elfi, 'I am so quiet', 'wheres elfi' which equates to "THIS IS SO NOT NADIAH". Maybe I just need to talk/hangout with these girls more. Never mind lah, I enjoyed my raya though. And also.... Bunga api next Saturday!!

SA2 English this Tuesday........ am so not ready.................. My maths teacher gave the whole class 5 worksheets to practice................strive for A1 Nadiah!!!!! T.T T.T T.T

Next update will be on *God knows when*

2010-09-12T22:59:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.

Jangan dtg rumah, tk akan buka. HEHEHEHE.

Joking je :)

the computer

2010-09-08T15:08:00.000+08:00

Since the computer has been shifted from the living room to my room, I can now movie marathon. I've been downloading movies such as Karate Kid, Valentines day, Eclipse, New Moon and Salt. Not a fan of twilight though. Apart from that, the sad thing is, I can't sleep at night and have troubles sleeping since sister will keep on watching Skip Beat until midnight and brother will start his nonsense playing the drums. Can someone tell me, is night has turned to morning and vice versa?

hmhmhm

2010-09-08T14:47:00.000+08:00

I'm munching on honey cornflakes right now that me and sister baked yesterday. Sadly, Mr P came to have a visit on Monday and I guess somehow, i can start gaining weight by eating since i can't fast. I still can't believe my weight is 32kg, surprisingly. Hari Raya is on Friday and I am half-excited-half-not like other years. My foot is still in pain. Don't ask me what happened cause i don't even know why. Surprise, surprise. If it isn't heal by Friday, i don't care, by hook or by crook, I'm wearing slippers. I don't mind looking ugly. My feet, not yours. :P

I'm a sad girl right now. I'm not ready for Raya. I've get my heels but my feet can't take it on wearing them. I didn't do anything with my hair. I have yet shop for accessories. If I have the money right now, I shall buy a new Raya outfit and also do something with my hair. Oh yah, I have no fringe. Its way too long to even call it fringe. Nadiah very sad. Make ups? I have it, don't bother on wearing it though. If I woke up early on morning Raya, I might be wearing it. So lecehhhhhh lah perempuan.

One thing you should know me by now: I'm just a simple girl, not afraid to look ugly.

Not to impress any single human being in this world.

I am me.

heeheheheeeee

2010-09-01T21:05:00.001+08:00

FFFFFUUUUUUUUUUU

2010-09-01T19:25:00.000+08:00

I WEIGH 32KG!!!!! >:(

:)

2010-08-14T22:48:00.000+08:00

No matter how hard life can be at times,

you still have to smile honey cause some day you know how much you have wasted your life frowning.

Happy 1 Year 6 Months in advance, there's still a long way to go :)

2010-08-06T18:58:00.000+08:00

Love the way you lie.
I'm going to spend my Saturday with Love & Alvin.
Have a great holiday everyone :)
I love my girls, see you on Monday for a study date.

2010-08-01T09:23:00.001+08:00

Di mana dia Hafiz Jaffry ini..

Hey baby, text me please. I love you.

Saturday = yellow day :)

2010-07-18T21:37:00.000+08:00

Siblings alike.

2010-07-16T20:52:00.000+08:00

i don't like this feeling. this feeling hurts. i hate myself today. i wasn't lively in class and i hate it so much. i did my physics wrongly and teared since i was expecting full marks. i went home alone today. i didn't talk much today. i hate what i feel right now. thanks fatin for being there. i've been keeping my problems from everyone. i'm no more.......... the feeling hurts, hurts enough for everyone. and the fact that, wild imaginations are in my mind and won't stop hurting me.

Because of one dream, i have been like this.

I wish.

2010-07-07T18:09:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I wish I can fly. Fly like the birds in the blue sky. Feeling so free. Free from everything.

2010-07-06T18:14:00.001+08:00

Lazy bum to blog -.-

Going to deactivate it real sooooooooooooooooon.

AWESOME BIRTHDAY!

2010-07-02T20:33:00.000+08:00

I'll blog tomorrow.

Thank you all for the wish! Appreciate it a lot.

Thank you F&J! Thank you Mira, Qur & Elfi!

Thank you ALL! <3 <3

I'm tired.

Apologies.

2010-07-01T17:27:00.000+08:00

Hi readers. I am sorry if i did not update this blog of mine. My computer hates me. Therefore, I could not use computer at home anymore. Severely injured. I think my computer is too old. Brother will get it fixed when he's back. I'll blog soon.

Happy Belated Birthday Cheryana!

Happy Birthday Anisyah & Radhi!

Happy Advanced Birthday Nadiah!

Ale[han]dro

2010-06-24T20:33:00.002+08:00

Don't call my name.

Don't call my name, Alejandro.

I'm not your babe.

I'm not your babe, Fernando.

2010-06-21T13:11:00.002+08:00

yeayyyyy

2010-06-19T10:27:00.000+08:00

After months of not shopping, finally.... dad is bringing us out to shop at Orchard. I'm happy and sad at the same time. Hmm... I don't know. Sadly, sister couldn't follow as she have to school and work. She's a saddddddd girl.

2010-06-15T20:03:00.000+08:00

Confused gal 101

Bleahs

2010-06-15T18:32:00.001+08:00

Hi. I'm lazy to blog actually. But since I hve nothing else to do, I shall blog. Sadly, I won't blog about yesterday's outing since there's nothing interesting to blog about. But I had a great time with the art students and also with Elfi.

Besides that, it's been two weeks slacking and forgetting about school works. I keep on delaying and i even don't have the mood to do. I hate the fact that I'm lazy. Maybe I shall do my school works outside since it's so hard to concertrate at home.

Why june is ending fast? I'm still in the mood of holidays and only a week left to enjoy before starting to taste books. Oh yah, I just realized that once we stopped school and started working, there's no more June holidays for us. Slow.

Okay bye!

Tired.

2010-06-14T19:53:00.002+08:00

As you can see, i've changed my blogskin. Blogger has finally upgraded and have new design templates which I really like. A new look for my blog. :)

I had fun today with art students and boyfriend. I'll blog tomorrow instead since I am really tired after a long day out.

Besides that, happy 16 months in advance dearest.

Do check out my epic fail photo at my sister's blog : http://johneater.blogspot.com

Tata lovelies.

Bo-rang

2010-06-12T16:24:00.001+08:00

Hi. I'm bored. There's only me and sister at home. Parents are coming back tomorrow. Hope mama buy some thing for us.

I miss shopping. Talking about it, I really want to shop but the thing is i'm broke. Well not really but... Never mind. Aha.
Great singapore sale is still on, am I right?

My pixon baby is spoilt. Parents and brother are kind enough to send to Samsung but I denied and said I was lazy. Doesn't make sense though. I didn't even check my pixon for new messages since last Tuesday as I was lazy to charge up my phone. New number, dumb phone, I'm still alive. -.-

Okay, I am hungry. Hmm... I feel like cooking sweet and sour nuggets for dinner. But... I don't know how.

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2010-06-09T18:43:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry if this blog is left without new posts. I'm sorry if my Tumblr is not much of posts and also I'm sorry if you don't see me online hours like I used to. It's just that television programs are so addicting that I would just lie on the sofa and watched tv than using this computer.

For now, I want to eat while watching tv.

Say YES! I'm gonna watch Karate Kid tomorrow with e. Like finally! Meeting him.

not a good thing

2010-06-06T20:15:00.001+08:00

Lately, my hand is infected by some itchy small bubbles and its getting more irritating. This liquid keeps coming out from the bubbles underneath the skin and I have to clean it up with a tissue in order for it not to spread to the other parts around my fingers and palms. Seriously, I'm scared touching anyone even if it's accidentally. I'm also scared to hold boyfriend's hands since I don't want him to have this irritating itchy thing. In order for me to wash the dishes, I have to wear gloves. But no, I've stopped washing dishes. I've been putting cream day and night since I really want it to cure fast. The fastest it can cure is most probably 2-5 weeks but looking at my hand, i think 3-5 weeks. I even have to eat with a pair of fork and spoon!

Moisturize my hand after showering. (this is so irritating.) MUST.
Put cream before going to bed. (this is so irritating.) MUST.
Put cream after eating and not wanting to eat anymore. (and I would just lie on the sofa doing nothing, so irritating.) MUST.
Don't do the dishes. (I feel sorry for the others and this makes me lazier.) Duh.
Don't scratch when it's itchy! MUST.
When a fluid comes out, clean it up with a tissue. Don't just look at it! MUST!

So ho la. Irritating parts I need to do. Mama said it's getting better but to me, it's just getting worse and better. Oh God, please heal it fast.
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Ahuh. I haven't meet boyfriend for 1 week and I survived. So yeah, not much conflicts these days and should stay it this way. Obviously, I miss him but I told him I will only meet him if my hand is getting better.

And also, my parents are leaving their four children alone this Saturday and Sunday. They are leaving to KL with relatives to visit someone which I don't know who. Mama seems to be happy. Sheesh. I think I'm done here.

itchy hands

2010-06-04T21:37:00.000+08:00

I've deleted this blog two days ago and yes, I've activated it back. There's nothing to blog actually but I really have nothing to do. Somehow, Tumblr is getting bore to me. Especially when there's nothing to like or reblog.

Okay so, I've started on my holiday assignments. Done with ace-learning maths and sadly, results were not satisfying. I'm still considering whether I shout re-attempt or just stick with a just pass results. I shouted with full of anger when I see the marks. Obviously, I was aiming high and satisfying result. Nevermind. Hoho. I've yet done with my 1000words art sova essay. Seriously, this is so troublesome. I don't know when I'm going to do it. I still have three quaters to do.
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I guess readers (do I even have one) will eventually feel bored and don't even want to view my blog anymore since in every post, it's still the same blogging - relationships, schoolworks. Yah, I'm also bored typing about that.

Nothing interesting about my life. I stayed at home everyday since there' no more school until the 22nd. Not even a soul invited me out except for Elfi. But the good thing, I just feel by staying at home, I get to low my profile. Yes, that means, whenever I go out, people who still remembers me will shout my name and say, "Nadiah! lame tk nmpk!". Aiseh.

Well, I'm done here I guess. Since I promised Elfi 10mins, not more.

haiya.

2010-05-30T22:53:00.000+08:00

I'm fed up. Really. Not because other things. It's because of the holder of Sony dslr (whatever the name is). Seriously, most of my photos that were taken by him are not nice! I'm so irritated. His photos are damn nice, thanks to me. I'm not trying to self-proclaim but it's the true fact lah! The photos that he took of me is basically, it's not focused on me instead it focused on some objects front or back. Worse, some of the photos has no main focus. I don't know why, he took nice objects in the surrounding but when it comes to me, not nice. Maybe, he don't want others to see me pretty in photos. >.<

For once, I'm fine with it.. Since he is still learning. No, I'm not trying to say, I'm damn pro taking photos, damn it. I'm just running out of photos. Obviously, I just don't like my phone camera. I've no idea why even though it's 8megapixels. Whatever. But if the next photo taken is not nice, I'm going to steal his camera. MUAHAHAHAHHA! I'm just kidding. -.-

So yeah, tomorrow is June. Okay no, it's still 31st of May tomorrow. T.T
Tomorrow's plan is to travel all the way from B.Gombak to Yew Tee to meet Mira in the morning. Since today's meeting was cancelled. I'm going to have hotcakes tomorrow! Happy happy girl! But, sad thing is my money is still with sister and I have to sacrifice my sleeping time. Never mind :)

June plans:

Finish school works before the last week of June.
GROW TALLER! (I'm going to jump high until I reach the sky....no.)
18 JUNE!!!
Don't be lazy.

That's all I could think of right now. Goodnight lovelies.

macam story telling.

2010-05-29T21:26:00.002+08:00

I've deleted yesterday's post. I was too mean to myself. So everything's back to normal. Cheers.

For now, I am so happy. I'm meeting two people tomorrow. Meeting Mira and Elfi tomorrow at Yew Tee in the afternoon. I don't want to be late since time will fly and when time flies, i won't be able to spend quality time with them. Again, I don't want to put high hopes. High hopes won't happened to me. -.-

Oh yah, I have 1000 words SOVA essay which was due yesterday 8pm. I've been dragging it until today. I've only done 260 words last two day's art class. I still have more to go.. but I think I am going to do tomorrow or later. I also have maths homework which is due on Tuesday. Since the holidays started, i'm getting more lazy.

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For the past few weeks, I've been skipping meals. Eventually, my stomach shrinks and became much smaller and that means I won't be eating a lot which is equals to not growing. Mum insisted me to go to the clinic as I was having rashes on both of my hands and also she wants to check why am i not growing and she even said I was really skinny, as in really. The doctor told me my stomach shrinks and the only way i can grow is to consume food a lot and never skip any meals especially breakfast. She gave me two types of pills to eat before meals. One is actually vitamins and the other one is the-only-way-my-stomach-can-become-as-its-own-normal-size and let me feed with food.

These few days, I did what the doctor said. Consume the pills. I did and you know what? I shit a lot this week. Once I finished my meal and stuffs, I will have bad diarrhea. To most people, shitting once a week is good. But hey, I've shitted more than once a week. And also twice a day. See how my life is.

And now.. I just feel that I should cut my hair to throw suay. -.-
Kay lah, my stomach pain already.

i so bord.

2010-05-21T18:58:00.000+08:00

Hello! I'm bored here. I'm alone. I have no idea where my parents went to. Abg is working while my another abg went out since he's mad for i don't know what. While my sister just left to Orchard for I don't know what, leaving me alone at home. I have yet taken my shower and also my dinner. I'm hungry for food right now.

School has been okay. Results are upsetting but yes, I have already know it before even taking back the papers. No point regretting, no point crying. I can say that I am quite lucky since there's no parents teacher conference for sec threes. (Y)

Besides school stuffs, everything is going smoothly. Relationship with e is getting great as day passes. I managed to control my temper and mood. So yeah, we are happy now. While about friendships, I really got nothing to say. It remains like that and yes, we are no one to control each other. Friends stab each other but I believe true friends stab in the front. Enough said.

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Not going anywhere these weekends. I want to have a good rest and I don't even have money to go out. I should just stay at home and do house-cleaning again. June holidays are coming. 3 days of first week June is already occupied with maths class from 8am to 10am. So yeah, no worries. While some of the days are going out with art students to art museum and bras basah, I think. I don't want to skip ccas on June, I'll try okay but I won't promise.

And............. I can't wait for 18June. Come faster please. E is bringing me out shopping, I guess. Shopping for my birthday. Yeah! Obviously, I can't wait for my birthday. I'm so excited..... well I hope it won't clash with anything this time. But I don't want to put high hopes on it too since sometimes high hopes won't happened. Duh. It happened to me many times -.- Haha! I know, sometimes I'm unlucky.

SERIOUSLY WHERE ARE MY PARENTS NOW?! OMG! WHAT FOR HAVING A MOBILE PHONE WHEN DON'T EVEN KNOW TO PICK UP! SERIOUSLY, I'M HUNGRY. PICK UP THE PHONE FOR GOODNESS SAKE.

Bile part i tk angkat telephone, ade je nk marah ni tu. Bile part korng, ade je tau alasan. Hmpf! Tak baik tau.

2010-05-19T18:47:00.001+08:00

I'm sad. no not about my relationship. I'm sad about some of my schoolmate's attitude. it's saddening to hear someone back stab you from behind. and i just feel that, the next victim is me.. oh wells, i hope someone will changed to a better person and stop spreading rumours cause we all know you are jealous. yeah, you are. and i hope others will trust us than you. sad thing is i still couldn't believe that you actually did this to your own circle of friends. we are so disappointed, mad but yeah, we cannot do anything and couldn't be bothered anymore.

hope you will have fun with others. thanks. end.

Take a look at yourself in the mirror, you ain't any better. - Sri Nur Qurniany.

2010-05-18T21:21:00.001+08:00

I'm so tired. Yeap, really exhausted. slept in the morning for the past few days. yah, this is the outcome, eyebags. yesterday and today wasn't really a holiday for the art students. Sad thing is, we have to go back to school for the wall mural project.

basically, yesterday was the preparation of the presentation of wall mural from 1.30pm until 5pm. while today, touch up of the presentation and presented to p, vps and other staffs which ended at 1.30pm. but its okay, we had a free breakfast, i don't mind. heheh. after that..... went back home straight. my day didn't end there. rush to catch a movie the last song with elfi at westmall. sad thing is, i didn't understand the story. i was really tired that, i just take rest rather than watching the movie. wasted money again. my bad.

so yah... everything turns out well at last though for the past few days with a good contact of pms, life was at its worse sight. was really shocked to him starting a conversation in the morning to make me smile. hehehheehehe. mentel i.

back to school tomorrow. I'm just tired for school. 2 more weeks of school and its june holidays!!!!

JULY!!!!!!!!! I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO YOU. COME FASTER.........

2010-05-17T21:09:00.001+08:00

I had never feel that loneliness is much worst than I thought. Seriously, I need accompany.

iwanttotalktohimbutiknowijustcantthisissomakingmesadandifeellikecryingbuticantcrynow.

ifyouarereadingthispleaseknowimissandloveyouelfi.

2010-05-17T11:31:00.000+08:00

For once I just wished my mood swings are over and stop controlling me. Bad day yesterday and obviously, I got mad at everything.

I don't mind if we end up stop talking to each other cause yes, that's the best solution for us. Always. Even though I find it unbelievable. I'm mad and got worried cause I love and care.

For now, I'm fine with everything, not talking and so on........ I've done my part and everything.

I should just feel myself as a loner, a single human being. Yes, cause most of my time is me with my life, no one else. Everyone else is busy, so you are.

Like duh duh, when you're free, my mood always never good.

No no, we are not tear apart yet, but I just feel soon we will........ though I wished it will not happened that quick.

No matter how mad I am at you, I still love you.

Hi.

2010-05-16T19:45:00.000+08:00

Hi. I have exactly 15 minutes to blog since I want to watch Shrek the third while having my dinner. School resumes on Wednesday for most. But for me, I need to go school tomorrow at 1.30pm for the wall mural. I'm not sure what we are exactly doing tomorrow.

Besides that, random fact. I really miss going shopping. It's really a long time since I went shopping. Real shopping. Parents are busy nowadays and also they are keeping their money for some other things. But mama said, "duit simpan simpan tak bagus, rezeki susah masuk". So yah, I spent my money mostly on kitchen stuffs. Yah, I'm just fourteen (going on fifteen) but I spend my money on food for the family. Money is never saved for shopping. Likewise, I've been cleaning the house all by myself. Pats on back, I should not be lazy anymore. Mum and brother are proud though. Good. So do is boyfriend.

July is coming.......... 1 month plus to my birthday. Obviously, I am looking foward to it.... since the last celebration I had for my birthday was two years back with the hockey girls. Seriously, I had never feel the real celebration before. not even once. Haha. But, I dont mind anyway. So yah, should not put high hopes on my coming birthday since yah, anything can make the plans to go down the drain. You know what I mean, "won't happen"...... Some kind like that.

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I think I did quite badly for SA1. Seriously, there's no point to regret now........ since it's my fault for not studying seriously. I really don't want to see myself in Sec 3E next year or S4NA next year. Damn........... A-Hole.

For now, I really don't believe in watching cartoons and also believing some artists and listening to their songs. Cause as far as I know.... there's a story behind a song, good or bad. And eventually, we got cheated and influenced. I really dont know whether to believe in cyberworld or reality. Cause both are seriously confusing and real. Damn for those who worships Satans.

Bye!

Back Alive.

2010-05-15T21:59:00.000+08:00

yo. hi. i miss blogging. yes. very very much. but, obviously, I will often blog here since i am more active in Tumblr. and also, i don't really know what to blog since most of my days so bored like that lah. Sorry for the singlish, i really tired and somemore i need to rush cause i promised elfi i will text him before 10pm.

okay, so today 15 May kan kan kan. Our 15 months together. Cepat kan, i know. So yah. Went out together, watched movie The Loser @ VivoCity. Elfi pissed off siket pasal dslr die kene tarek since tk leh bawa masok camera. (Why the hell i am typing in malay) So yah, then I also pissed off lah, since my menstrual cramps made me have moodswings. I walked so slow....... but for the first time he okay with it since he understand lah. Aftermath, ate our late lunch cum dinner @ pizza hut in Plaza Sing. He busted okay. He go put alot of cheese at my pizza then the taste is cheese. Like tk sedap lah. Eeeyer. then i balas alek, put chilli byk byk pat pizza die. Die tk terime. He put cheese at my next pizza. I sad lah... somemore he made me so dont-want-eat-gitu. Then, abes makan. Si gemok, nak fried mars balls. Mam tu, walk walk , take train alek. So far, pics with him. and not many taken since we watched movie. If not, ah kau, belambak gambar. Mostly his pics lah. since i shy shy and somemore gambar i tk lawa kan... Smpi gombak, ma called pesan ni tu... Gemok ni lak, menghidam semacam. He shy shy kan, i nak buykan die tomyam maggie, die tknk. Tros msg, nk maggie. Chken. Kay dah lah, da kul 10. Byebye.

So long never blog, i feel awkward blogging. HEHE.
Happy 1 Year 3 Months Elfi.

short post.

2010-03-15T16:31:00.001+08:00

Happy 1yr 1mth anni. Okay, i miss you. shut up. fuck. okay, went to jurong point, had lunch and home. sad seh. okay, i dont know what to blog. im left with geography and a bit of chemistry homework. good enough, well done Nadiah. Will be going to camp this Wednesday and be back on Friday. Not looking foward to it actually, but mama forced me. im bored. okay bye. nak watch transformers.

CANT WAIT FOR SATURDAY. DA DIAM.

(Y)

2010-03-13T17:30:00.002+08:00

taylor momsen.

Everything is doing good and going well. (Y)
No more messed up anymore. I'm happy as usual but yeah, still tired.. Okay whatever.
I blogged more in my Tumblr than here. Find me there more alright. Oh yeah, 2 MORE DAYSSS! stfu. haha, da hyper. hahahhaa, giler. kay da.

gagagagaggagaaaaaaaaaaaa. I just knew Gaga's real name is Stefani Joanne Angelina Germanotta.

Elfi, I miss tom.

remorseful.

2010-03-11T17:01:00.001+08:00

Somehow, I realised I don't treat people equally these days. My mood has been controlling over me which causes innocent people to get fed up upon me. Like Mira said, I wasn't fair. I only think about my own-self than others. I never did think what will the outcome be.

I shoot the words without thinking what the person will feel. I throw my anger at a wrong person. I don't even let people make their own choices, I ask them to listen to me. I was told to give a time break, to give people chance made their way out to feel the fresh air.

For now, a small girl who always feels happy, gets to feel the worse part of herself. Let them taste the happiness they deserved and not them who have to taste the sadness.

Therefore, I shall now say, I will be away to make my mind at ease.

It's him who I need now and then for what he is and for what he is not.

You.

2010-03-11T16:09:00.000+08:00

You were there to light my day.
You were there to guide me through.
From my days down and on.

I'll never stop thinking of you.
How can i forget all that.
When you're the one who make me smile.
You'll always be a part of me.

Never will forget the day.
How we've met and came this far.
We all know we got this feeling.

For all the things i've done and said.
For all the hurt that i've caused you.
I hope you will forgive me baby.
Cause that wasn't what i meant to do.

Please.....

2010-03-06T22:21:00.000+08:00

I want a Juicy Couture bracelet...................

Almari dah bersih.

2010-03-06T17:24:00.000+08:00

Since I have lots of free time right now, I shall blog now since i don't know what else to do. Basically, life has been great. Results are a hell disappointing to me, just hope I'll pass overall.

I clean my wardrobe just now. Found some stuffs - love letters, best-friends letters, an a4 notebook which i don't know what for, numerous of small books which i kept since 2006, rings, small & medium size teddy bears, 5 pairs of school socks which have yet open the packet (if you don't have socks for school, search for me please), ear rings which either one of it gone missing or its already in bad condition, sea shell necklaces and many unwanted stuffs which are supposed not to be there. All of these things, I threw it away except for rings, teddy bears which was given for birthday/anniversary gifts.

Obviously, i have no idea why i still keep all these things and for now i found it irritating, so yeah, just throw it away and also... my ex's boxer. And for now i have realised i have lots of teddy bears and i don't know where to put it. Three or four are in the store room while the small and medium teddy are in my wardrobe and only one is on my bed. Please, give me no more of it.

Now I can go shop for new clothes and filled in my wardrobe. Thank God I have not that much of make up and accessories, if not, I'll have no idea where to put it.

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Percy Jackson's storybook is making me wanting to watch the movie.
Movies to catch: Percy Jackson & The Lightning Thief, Alice in Wonderland.

I have no idea why i blog about my wardrobe -.-

Feb/March babies.

2010-03-05T20:50:00.000+08:00

Since I hardly blog these days. I would like to take this opportunity to wish those end-Feb and March babies.

Happy 16th Birthday to Emma Valentina. - 27 feb.

Happy 15th Birthday to Meera Meyy. - 4 March.

Happy 15th Birthday to Nurul Fitriah. - 5 March.

May you girls be good girls to your parents and people around you.

All the best Emma for your Ns this year. (Y)

May this year be a good year for you girls.

Much loves, Nadiah.

Sometimes I blog too boring -.-

2010-02-27T23:24:00.001+08:00

As you all know, I am more active in using Tumblr than Blogger for now. I found my Blog quite boring sometimes as I always want at least people tags my tag-board everyday. Somehow, like make it “happening”. But this shit won’t happen since those who reads my blog is someone who either don’t know what to tag or just want to be such a busybody. Whatever.

This week has been a great week other than other weeks. (Y)

Fact 1: I had 3 or 2 days of hotcakes in the morning before heading to school in this week with boy-best-friend. Don’t ask who is my boy-best-friend cause I know you will know who.

Fact 2: My common test papers were badly done. First paper was English and Social Studies, I anyhow do my English and I thought I was a f. hero that I can not study for SS and just write whatever I remembered. Combined Science was like a seriously shit ass paper. For physics, only did 2 questions. Drew at the back paper of Chemistry and went to take a nap. (Y) Physics teacher was like saying, “wah, you do 2 quest only ah… then can draw draw ah..” STFU.

Fact 3: I am not growing still in the same boring size. I still remembered one of my friends who I have long seen even though we are in the same school. He said, “da lame tk nampak, semakin hari nampak, semakin hari kau makin kecik eh” ( you keep on growing small whenever I see you)

Fact 4: Resorts World owns a Hershey store. The chocolates there are oh so delicious. And yes, please try to save your money and go to RW when it is fully open or at least sight-seeing there.

Fact 5: March is coming and that means…. 1 Year and 1 Month is coming <3 The longest relationship without a day-break. (Y) I am still not looking forward for school camp.

These are the facts that I can only think. Life has been great, friends having PMS are somehow quite moody and hyper uncontrollably.

This was taken from my tumblr. I am f. lazy to blog eventhough I really miss blogging.

Fact 6: I am going to start skipping, yes jumping using skipping rope -.- I don't want to cry when future comes. My height is affecting my future too. (You don't need to know.)

Fact 7: The best thing in this week is, I met boyfriend 6 days straight in a week. Thought of meeting him tomorrow, but nevermind. We got our own reasons. If only I could see him ---...... (You don't need to know also.)

sick.

2010-02-17T21:55:00.001+08:00

I'll blog soon.

Running nose made my mood run away plus not doing my homework.

I is art student. And I hatelove art.

And my holidays was such a bore.

My holiday was just:
eat - sleep - eat - walk - eat - bathe/shower - sleep
And my stomach bloated like hell.

Bye.

2010-02-12T12:53:00.001+08:00

I'm leaving at 5pm later on.

I'm leaving with a sad face on it.

I'll be back on Monday Night.

Take good care of yourselves.

Bye.
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Happy Valentines Day.
Happy Chinese New Year.

Geram tauuuu!!!!! ISH!

2010-02-07T21:34:00.001+08:00

I’m seriously mad at this computer. When abg gets home, I’m going to shout at him that this computer seriously needs a good treatment. It’s fucking irritating to me already. I have no idea how sister survived with this computer days/hours.

Firstly, it’s just sending links to people in msn without us (the user) noticed.
Sister downloaded Norton few days ago since ours has already expired and abg don’t even bother. So yeah, she did some scanning but it took more than 2 hours which is equal to 3+ viruses. Can’t wait that long, she stopped. Suddenly, Norton expired again yesterday and this computer is really at risk.

As for now, I can’t right-click to any browser at all. It’s really annoying. Cheryana wanted to send me her project work through msn but it failed since it can’t scan virus and the file wasn’t received.

Just because of this, I gave up on doing my project work which due tomorrow and it takes 20% of my CT1. Thanks a lot.
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My day today:

wake up @ 10am > bathe, eat > out to Admiralty @ 11am > home @ 3.45pm > bathe > out to Hillview @ 4.30pm > home @ 8.35pm.

skinny? small? what else..

2010-02-07T00:24:00.001+08:00

Its a big difference.

In this week, I have been receiving questions/comments from people asking/telling me why am I that small. Small as in skinny, small, never grow, you name it. Now tell me, since the last 2 years, is there any changes about myself in the matter of size? Cause I myself don't really know. Its like, I see you, you see me mostly. I don't see me most of the time. I just know that I dropped my weight before New Year. If only I have one wish, I wish that I will grow tall only, my height isn’t increasing and mum laughed at me even though she is also short.

Size doesn't matter to you but to me, it's a yes.
I want grow tall.

yeayeayeay

2010-02-07T00:09:00.004+08:00

When I grow up, I want babies this cute.

Since I have nothing to do, let me just update my blog.

Firstly, Happy Belated 15th Birthday to Yuyu. I am sorry for wishing you late, I am sorry for not celebrating your birthday with you, I am sorry if you feel that I forget about you and friends, I am sorry for being too busy with my own life. I am sorry for forgetting the day you turned fifteen. May you and Khai will last long and happy together. Please don’t be sad anymore even you know you are not supposed to in any way. Be happy with your life and people around you. They will happy enough to see you laugh/smile every day. Happy Birthday.

I apologised for those people who I have been ignoring these days since the start of the New Year. February awakes with a warm welcome and a fast day by day routine. As for now, it’s nearly in the mid of Feb. Panic, don’t even know when is the right time to shop and got ready. I’ve been looking forward for February since January. February - A New Year, Valentines Day, Chinese New Year, those feb babies but not my overseas trip.

Monday is the last week of school before celebrating Chinese New Year. When it comes to Friday, it’s time for me to say goodbye to my home, friends and Singapore. I’ll leave with an upside down smile, coming back with a tired smile and yes, the next day, I’ll be the happiest kid.

Somehow, I miss my hometown friends who I usually hang out with, but do they?

bla bla shit.

2010-02-06T12:45:00.011+08:00

I’ll blog whatever I can for now. School has been great as usual. Classmates fall sick since the day I had bad diarrhoea. Sad thing.

My computer is attacked with few sums virus and I have no idea how to clean this shit as my brother is the one who knows everything and he rarely at home and uses the computer. For those who chat with me in MSN, if I were to send a link, please do not click. For those whose computer is attacked with virus also, please clean up your computer in order not to spread viruses since its irritating and sucks big time. I even have to go offline even though I online and its troublesome for me.

And for those who are having a big-fuck attitude, stop it please. Stop being a big fool of yourself. I am actually referring to a guy who is my sister’s friend, when we chat last night on her account.

So yeah, he talks ‘one of a kind’ punya. He talks about my relationship, so yeah, was okay about it. Soon, he talks about my school. He talks about shits and I asked him to shut up as it was fucking irritating, and yeah out of the blue, he jumped to a topic about gangsters plus my school since my school’s name is TW.

Cut story short, just read my sister’s blog. I just like the way she typed everything out in few paragraphs rather than me don’t even know how to blog in a proper simple way.

Just shut up if you can't even hold a gun, real gun. And one thing is: BERBUAL WORLD, not my choice.

Tumblr.

2010-02-05T22:04:00.000+08:00

Hey You!

Yes You.

Have You been waiting for my daily blogs?

You are?

So yeah........

Please visit here for quick updates since Nadiah

have no time to update her blog.

Okay bye.

My blog is neglected :)

2010-01-31T20:55:00.003+08:00

I’m sorry for neglecting my blog for days. My days are getting quite good though quarrels will never end between us. So, the end week of January was a tiring week for me. Five days of straight of school, movie on Thursday after school, cca on Friday then out with mum at night, out to Jurong with bf and his friend and Jurong Point then to Imm with sister today plus the muscle pains due to physical exercises which all survived.

Bla bla bla shit, I am seriously a busy girl already since tomorrow is the start of February. I am sorry if I neglect my blog again. I am sorry for the lack of blogging. Once 16 Feb ends, I am a free girl again. I got so many things to do/buy.

And a shout-out to

Amalina Izzati Bte Muhd Arif,

The laughter will only complete if only three more girls is in the class.

Nabilah, Mira, Amalina, Chery & Qur + Farlina

Hi again.

2010-01-26T22:05:00.000+08:00

Typo error. *Cheryana and I.

Chem, Phy & Maths - Tomorrow.

Tamil - Thursday

Geog - Next Wed

this is the boring post ever.

2010-01-26T20:27:00.000+08:00

I got so many things to do yet still have the time to relax. Jan’s tests are just too sucks, I just opened my book, read it and close back. I have no idea how to study except for maths. Two tests tomorrow and yes, ready for maths not chemistry. Still need to prepare for my-group-teach-my-class for maths which is next week. Heart pain man. Some more, I need to shop. Can someone give me a shout out that it’s going to be end of January in less than 20 days?! Okay wait, perhaps less than 7 days. Come on Nadiah, be panic than be late!!!

Oh yah, I can’t wait for 16 February.
Therefore, I will be busy from the start of February (should better say now) until mid-Feb.

I hate when people’s mood suddenly went down to drain. I had bad diarrhoea last night until the moment I wake in the morning. I went school as per normal and Qur said, “asal seh kau datang?” I went blur because mama said, “minom tea kay.” instead of saying, “tkya dtg skola lah” hah. Should just say to ma, “tk nk gi skola, nk tdo. bye.” Why am I telling you this? haha. I’m so weird today.

plussssss........ I don’t like sour food/sweets/drinks. Okay bye!

February baby.

2010-01-23T22:07:00.002+08:00

Since I have publicised my blog, I won’t blog about my relationship stuffs anymore. Blog skin has been changed, I took almost an hour searching for nicest one which does not include any navigation but since all looks like shit, I chose this since I am lazy making one for self.

I need to prepare a lot of things, sorry for not updating. February is coming baby and I am already panic.

I need to pass my Jan test for real okay since I don’t want to go for afternoon classes. I am adapting to going home at 1.30pm every Tuesday until Thursday and 12.30pm every Monday and Friday, so please don’t make me go home late in the afternoon. I love you okay school.

I have a Tumblr but I forget about having it already -.-

Me wants shopping.

2010-01-23T21:50:00.000+08:00

We The Free Leaving Town Tee (SGD 109.30)

Solid Asymmetrical Top (SGD 81.27)

Borrowed Boyfriend Shirt (SGD 151.34)

Tic Tac Toe Tank (SGD 67.26)

We The Free Daytripper Henley (SGD 95.29)

FP Knit Waistband Jean (SGD 137.33)

Taj Border Top (SGD 95.29)

Pretty clothes with pretty price. If only I have the money..........Kay no Nadiah. You're left with exactly 26 days!!!!

Clothes from: Free People

i want watch movie :(

2010-01-21T22:22:00.000+08:00

My Sinhala/Buddha Girl.

Movies to catch: Spy Next Door, Tooth Fairy & Santau.

But........... I won't have the time to catch. *big sighs*

My mood up and down like rollercoaster.

Bear with it if I throw attitude to you tomorrow or the next or the next day.

Introducing my 2010 classmates

2010-01-20T19:54:00.000+08:00

My face mad ugly, looks like a guy please. -.-

This was the decorating of class cum birthday celebration day.

My talkative/loudest girl, my dont step/buddha/sinhalese girl & my curry yani curry yani munaeeeeru valibaaa girl, thank you for making me laugh hard every day without fail (Y)

The right guy, one word: Irritating.

The left guy: Ehhhhhh! I want to see your boyfriend -.-

I miss Amalina Izzati Bte Muhd Arif.

Happy Birthday January Babies.

2010-01-18T21:35:00.001+08:00

Okay so, school is fine like every day. Every lesson is such a great lesson except for Mother Tongue; I don't know how to cope with that only subject which tends to make me fall asleep.

So yeah, our class had a mini decoration class between some Malay peeps cum a mini celebration for January babies. Yeah, happy 15th birthday to Charlene, Shawn, Hairil, Qurniany & Rupert. Pictures taken are not with me since I didn’t use my hand phone to take. I will upload once I have received from Myra Katijah.

Don’t you think I look tall in that picture? Ignore my collar please.

Nadiah, kau merepek.

2010-01-17T17:34:00.000+08:00

My blog now has a total of 49 posts (considered with this entry). I still feel bad for deleting my previous blog which contains around 400/500 posts. I have no idea how to make this blog into a three sum numbers of entries. Yah, you won’t be able to see me blog day and night every day since I am busy with school works even though school ends at 1330 every Tuesday to Thursday while 1230 every Monday and Friday. Okay, I need to do my maths homework which must be handed in by Tuesday. The questions are just making me confused. Yah la, English makes every work best. -.-

Oh yah, I managed to borrow a story book at lot one library last week and half way completed reading it. First time, first time borrowing a book and actually reading it!!!!

Happy Birthday.

2010-01-16T20:13:00.003+08:00

Happy 15th Birthday Qur.

May you be happy always and laugh burok-ly.

Your hair too hard to do, so sorry no hair.

Happy birthday girl! :)

Shut up mofos.

2010-01-15T20:38:00.000+08:00

Thanks for today that it made me privatised my blog again. How lucky (not) enough that everything happens on today, the date of me and boyfriend 11 months that made both of us angry, sad and some shits.

I still don’t understand why they so bother about my relationship and even my life. Just get it, I have nothing to do with anyone so don’t bother knowing my dirty little secrets. Yah, if you were want to know more about my life, relationship or whatsoever, you are welcome to follow me everywhere I go and listen to my grand ma stories which is totally long enough for you to listen and get bored about it too.

Or at least just wait for the right time and you will know who he is. Will you just be patient? I’m fed up with these types of people. Oh yah, if you really want to know, at least, please don’t asks my friends and make them tell the truth. Just stop it okay. They won’t tell, and will never tell.

And for those who have big mouths, it’s better for you to shut it up okay. Stop telling others when they are supposed not to know.

I’m like wasting my time asking those who spread unwanted news. Hey, I got better else to do rather than doing this. Just shut up before I shut you up.

Classmates (Y)

2010-01-14T21:03:00.001+08:00

Firstly, I want to wish my girl a happy 15th birthday. May your relationship with your boyfriend will always be strong and yeah, be happy always girl. I miss you.

I have been looking forward to school every day. Qur never stop me from laughing hard every day. Just by the look on her eyes, I can laugh like mad. Reason, I have no idea. I just love today-my-trip-home-with-girls.

When we (Mira, Qur, Chery & I) were walking to the bus stop, we were talking about my size. Yah, you should all be probably know that I am small in size and she told me yesterday that I looked like I am having anorexia which is totally not true. So back to story, she looked at my shoe saying that I have a small feet then asks me what was my size. I said four (my foot didn’t grow big since last 2 years). And you know what? Qur and Mira exaggerate about my feet way too far until we laugh out loud at the bus stop and even in the bus. Students in the bus were looking at us but we just laughed. The joke was, Mira said that I bought shoes from Bata, Qur exaggerate it saying my Raya shoes was bought at Bata too and she told me that one of her friends buying her Raya shoes at Bata. Chery? She just said, “Bata is buy and throw away, you know”. I can’t help it and we all laughed hard.

It’s not funny here though but reality always makes everything works.

I don't like....

2010-01-13T18:25:00.003+08:00

when people take things too seriously..
okay whatever. I am still not happy with my blogskin, am lazy to make for self.
And yeahhh, dont ask me why I private/public my blog. If you were to read this, please tag.

school is a place where we learn -.-

2010-01-12T20:46:00.001+08:00

School has been a making me come to school every day. Even though the teachers that are teaching were somehow strict in some ways, as a class, we are still performing all lessons perfectly. Still, I miss my old classmates very much, but it’s good enough to have Hairil in the class to make the girls in front of him laugh hard. Pretty much nice especially when boyfriend is same school as yours, search him up and down, and smile when sees him. Makes me want to go school.

Somehow, I didn’t go recess today. Never did smell the atmosphere in the canteen expect for morning just to grab a bottle of peach tea, and will wanted to pee like mad but the toilet will always full with girls and they even think I was having my period since my face looks cramp.

Yesterday was O levels result, was supposed to do recordings about their unwanted-last-warning faces but I was damn lazy and told the teacher I have no idea how to do (which is totally true) and was replaced.I was proud of my sister though. It’s never too late retaking another paper just to have good points which means having a good future, stable job or it’s either you choose to have live with 27 cats alone in a house. Just understand what I wanted to say.

Today marks 28th birthday for Muhammad Ali, my brother. We’re having a small celebration at home tomorrow. My family members don’t care about our birthdays but care about results. How great.

i am rushing!!!!!

2010-01-08T22:24:00.001+08:00

I’ve got so many things to do before Monday. I need to change my blog skin if I have the time. So tomorrow, I am going to do all my school works before Sunday, if I can finish everything up which I think can as I am going out on Sunday.

I am like trying to forget everything that I had said at my previous entry. It’s not a big deal anymore since I am lazy to entertain those bullshits. So yah, this week is like a rushing week for us, time flies too fast that we are always looking forward for going home early.

Erm… what else? My art classmates said they wanted a whole day period of art as its fucking relaxing until I can fall asleep. My whole day in school was yah, we only learnt maths (since the other periods were full of teacher’s talking about some bullshits and even free period for us) and we even sing the formula which totally made the whole class remember. That’s nice.

Sorry for the lack of blogging. I had been busy doing nothing. (Yah, how I wish I were) Well, I lost my readers already. My tagboard is dead. I am rushing typing everything out, I’ll update soon. My boyfriend is calling me to off this computer.

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2010-01-05T18:35:00.001+08:00

I don't like this kind of feeling anymore.
I hate school, how I wish I was already 18 years old, sounds too old, but yeah.
I don't wish to go to school tomorrow or the next day or the next day or any day.
I hate the feeling that when I am typing this, I feel like crying.
I hate my early January a lot.
I want to privatise my blog soon or deleting it for sure.
I hate the fact that I hate the fact.
I miss my last year's class a lot.
I want to keep everything to myself, no more sharing.

Bye :(

Worthless.

2010-01-04T21:02:00.005+08:00

I’ll make sure this will be the last entry for the time being as I am absolutely plain lazy. My first day of school was okay. I’m pissed off (was really pissed off) about some pathetic guy who loves to talk about me in a bad way for now. Well, I still got to know in the end, thanks to the wonderful people who told me. Yeah, if any guys who were to read this, if you think it’s you that I am referring to - then it is you. Hah. I hate people who comments about other people whom they don’t really speak to each other already for now. Mind your own business please.

If you don’t have a good contact with that person a lot, then just shut up and don’t talk about that person even if you think the person’s attitude sucks. You don’t know that person inside out for now, so just shut the fuck up. Yah, it’s your problem to comment but hey, your comment is like what the fuck, I tell you. But seriously, know your attitude first before talking about some shits. I don’t entertain this kind of person anymore and won’t. I just blog this for my own good – to let the anger out as you make my mood down like fucking down. I’ll just wait for my time to get the fuck out of me. Oh yah, I strongly believe in karma.

Too bad as for now I look down on you. What for I respect a person while that person stab you from back?

Sorry but I have to say this, my boyfriend is much way better than you and even my friends would agree that and one day you would know who he is and you will be fucking pissed off. Yah, really, you just wait for the right time. I even treat him better than I treat you. I’m disappointed enough that you would actually talk about me in a bad way. I don’t care a shit, yah really. Go hate me for all you want.

If one day you were to see changes in me don’t think I am going to be back with you. I don’t buy boys words easily for now.

Just so you know - I've changed myself for good after I left you for Godsake! Let me tell you, you still don't know me - it doesn't take a day to know a person. Even if you know that person 2 years plus or whatsoever but not contacting, then it’s also right that you don’t know that person inside out.

This post is for you. You can now talk about me in any way you like, I don't care already. I don't even want to talk to you or being stuck into your fishing rod. Even Qur said I am your fish. It's a worthless if I got stuck, and yeah I am still not happy. I may be too exaggerating over a single thing, but it concerns a lot about me.

Hatred won’t give you happiness.
--

I am good enough I have no enemies, brings me no harm to them. No use to hate a person, just wasting your precious time hating a person that you don't know or because over a single thing. I may get irritated easily but I know when its time for joke and when its not. Still, I don’t hate people, even you - the one I am referring on top of the this.

If you people were to hate me for this entry, then it’s your problem. You don't know the story, so shut up. Just spitting out here since its my blog, I can say anything I want. Sorry for the harsh words. Nights :)

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah

Roma, roma-ah

Gaga, Oh-la-la

Won't want your romance.

suck it 2009!

2010-01-03T21:47:00.000+08:00

Ok yah, I know I am supposed to blog about everything. But sorry, I am tired and tomorrow starts of school for the year which I still have the holiday in my mood. I have been going out since Tuesday straight, waking up early sleeping late at night so called – I don’t get to sleep 8+ heaven hours.

I did my last minute school stuffs shopping and wasn’t lucky for the last few days of December and first few days of the New Year. Mood was like a hell lot. A year to remember is: never do a last minute shopping.

So.. I won’t talk about my The What The Fuck Saturday Sunday. I am lazy anyway. So yeah, tomorrow school. Not so excited cause Qur said we will be sitting at Gallery which I don’t like it anyway.

My resolutions for the year?
Grow taller.

I need to change my blog songs. Too plain. & yeah, I won't use the computer like everyday anymore. I am so tired for cyber world. If you get what I mean which I dont get me actually. Oh yah, I can't wait for February! ;)

I shall skip school on Tuesday if tomorrow is TOOOO bored for me. Nyah, just kidding.

Goodnight. I shall end now, and I have no idea when I will blog again.

Before I end this, 2009 was a great year indeed but I want 2010 to be two times greater. 2009 was a bit sucks lah. I dont know lah. w/v lah. Hi! I am in Sec Three and I am taking ART! WAHHHHHHHHH! i happy no art. art make me very down. so sad......

Okay bye!!!

meeting them tomorrow since esok skolah.

Happy yeah!

Oh yah, my skirt so tight! Suffocating btol.

I'll Be Bvack.

2010-01-01T22:57:00.002+08:00

I'll blog about my "The What The Fuck Saturday Sunday" on Sunday okay.
More pictures @ Flickr under my blog profile/Facebook.
Eh, Monday school! I excited not.

Okay la, she say happy new year. Okay la, cute la.

ice cream factory

2009-12-28T22:47:00.002+08:00

My favourite game: Click here.

tired.

2009-12-28T04:11:00.003+08:00

I’m awake from my sleep….not. I can’t sleep from just now, turning left and right just to get myself to sleep but to no avail. 2 minutes to 4am and mama is going to be awake soon.

I am hungry, really hungry due to not having a proper meal. I have been eating bread with nutella the whole day yesterday and a plate of rice with no meat, fish nor chicken. Just plain yellow rice (nasi minyak or whatever you call that) that you get from weddings.

My stomach is making some noise asking me to eat. I am just plain lazy to grab some foods and fill in even though the kitchen is beside me.

I am craving for – milo with honey stars, toblerone, kit kat, ferrero rocher, mc spicy, mc chicken, French fries, chocolate ice cream, hot chocolate. I am feeling much hungrier when thinking about foods.

I miss eating milo with honey stars in primary school when it comes to recess.

I shall now…… go to sleep.

(Edited at 4.44am)
How great, for the whole day of yesterday, I did not even know that mama cooked Nasi Lemak and I have no idea if it still can be eaten now.

I thought of cooking fried rice but there is no plain rice.

I am really hungry.

(Edited at 1.08pm)
Okay so, I made myself sleep at 6.30 just now. Help mama cooked fried rice for me. So my breakfast for just now was fried rice and milo while watching mtv. And now, tell me why the fuck are the free channels gone?

--

2009-12-27T23:40:00.001+08:00

So.. Sezairi won the Singapore Idol this year. I watched Singapore Idol just now and was expecting Sylvia to win. Both of them were great though. I did not voted for any of them for the whole season, just don’t bother much. I only watch today’s Singapore Idol while the others, none. Congrats.

Facebook’s wall post is full of Singapore Idols. I just got irritated at it.

By the way, why people keep saying that Starhub Cable Tv is showing all free channels? Is it true? I didn’t even know it even though I watched tv the whole day today, that’s why you didn’t see me online except for now. I should check on later and hope it’s true.

I shall now play games at facebook to kill time and for the sake of playing.

Movies to catch: Avatar, Alvin & The Chipmonkeys.

bored -.-

2009-12-26T17:46:00.002+08:00

Sister's edit.

Unibrow ftw? Crazy.

She should draw my eyebrows with the "fierce" one.

Sape sape terasa, not my problem.

I hate the part when my eyebrow can't be seen. Looks so old.

I.Shall.Buy.Hell.Loads.Of.Tempting.Chocolates.At.A.Nearby.Shop.Which.Sells.Too.Many.Chocolates.

Which.I .Have.No.Idea.What.To.Choose.I.Should.Just.Grab.And.Go.

Musttttttt.Waittttttt.Forrrrrrrrr.Motherrrrrrrrr.

So..Late......................................

-.-

2009-12-25T22:47:00.002+08:00

First of all, Merry Christmas to those who are celebrating it. I wish three things to Santa last night. I wrote it on my phone and I deleted it as I think it will not come true.

So I don’t think am going to anywhere tomorrow. I am going to change tomorrow’s plan to Monday, if he agreed. As for Tuesday, I will be having a 2 at one go date. Mama will be bringing me and brother (maybe he will be following) to shopping. Too bad sissy, you are working on that day and that means you cannot follow us.

My days are getting plain and boring like every day. Well, I think its better to stay at home for the last week plus how-many-days of December holidays as school is starting soon and I don’t really want to be tired when its time for school. I can say that sister will be happily waking up late while me having difficulties waking up early for school. I am not ready for school, really. It sucks when you have to wake up early just to catch up with the bus. I should start going to school next year by MRT.

I just feel like now is in the middle of December holidays and not coming to an end. How sad, it’s ending real fast. Earth rotates too fast.

I should just welcome 2010 with a happy thought and yeah, time to get serious in studies. How I wish I am still a toddler. I feel I am already old for this.

hmm....

2009-12-23T00:26:00.000+08:00

You may end up talking to the wrong person.

YO!

2009-12-21T21:06:00.006+08:00

Last few days, I watched Zombieland, great story but gross.

Early in the morning when I was sleeping, I dreamt about me bitten by zombie -.-

And yes, I dreamt about Qur is back from Singapore and online.

I dreamt so many things.

I deleted previous post, I was mad at myself though for receiving unknown calls

and my heart, "to pick or not".

Me wants Left 4 Dead 2 pretty please.

few random facts

2009-12-20T22:25:00.002+08:00

We are only left with two weeks of holiday.
I am not looking forward to school, even the others.
I have not yet buy my school skirt, the current one is already tight = I AM GROWING FAT.
I just talked about school stuffs even though I am not looking forward.
I am going to celebrate Chinese New Year out of Singapore :(
I am sleepy.
I am hungry.
I have yet done my school assignments and not going to do it.
I am listening to Best I Ever Had Acoustic.
I thought today was Saturday.
I thought yesterday was Sunday.
I just yawned.
I am bored.
I have not wasted any single cent.
I have too many coins in my treasure box.